Friday, June 24, 2011

Counting My Blessings

So,had a really awesome birthday celebration this year,with many people this time round.It has been seriously long since I had so many people celebrating with me.If I remember correctly,the last time it happened was like in preschool/kindergarten where whole of paternal side family celebrated with me,including the really cute chihuahua.Heh.

Met up with the usual people on Wednesday for a short dinner date at Pizza Hut,though 1 can't make it,really thankful for having this awesome friends with me.It was fun spending time with them.Hahas.Took the neoprints at arcade,turns out ugly and seriously sucks.Sorry to waste all of you girls money!!):

Happy Birthday to Jia Xin too!First time finding someone who had the same birthday date as me,heh(:

Next was today,went for lunch with HuiYi at town with the others since it had been long since we catch up with each other.Had a hard time finding/choosing the place to have lunch and after that really nothing much to do.Quite aimless walking around in town.I wonder how other people could spend a whole day at town doing nothing...

After that dinner at Nex with some classmates from sec 4,not much people attended so it was quite a small group.Played some games and came a really unexpected surprise.They bought a cake last minute and well let's just say I was kinda tricked into some 'lies'.Lol.I still had a amazing night with them though it was a short one,really very grateful to meet such good people,hehe.

Can never thanked them enough,really.

Still,just wanna thank all these people again-YingXin,Kelly,SinYi,HuiFang,SczeYin,Helina,Amerlynn,HuiYi,Jasmine,Darrel,YuXiang,YuXiang's Mum,Denise & JiaXin.A REALLY BIG THANK YOU!:D

I should really count my blessings instead of thinking all the awful stuffs that happened,sigh.

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Flower Power

Hello!So holidays are ending real soon and had been busy with so many things for the past week,went out like almost everyday.This week too,actually.Sad that my 9 o'clock potted plant is gone,only photo of it):

A short shopping trip to VivoCity with mum on Monday,a day out with grandma and mum on Tuesday,GIG briefing and bowling day on Wednesday,Thursday short project meetup,
Friday personal stuff and Sunday grandpa's dinner for Father's Day.Time just flew in a snap.Sadly too the lens I ordered didn't came,have to wait awhile more,sigh.

So bowling with just the some of us at Kallang Leisure Park.Initially wanted to ice-skate but too many people so ended up bowling,which we all have to wait for 1hour cos people had already booked the lane first.Started the game with really heavy bowling balls like 10kg.Not really fun to use it.Hahas.Then,managed to get 7 and 8kg ones which are much better.had a really fun time and fingers are bit tired and sore from holding and swing the balls.Okay,sounds a bit weird from how I phase it,please don't think in a weird way:s

Did not manage to complete homework 100% too cos lazy to think and do,ugh.Last minute touch up to do again):

I'll end here,another project meeting to go to later.
It's gonna be a long day~

Saturday, June 11, 2011

That's just great,screwed up most of mid-semester tests.Partly due to the fact I studied last minute for them and not understanding the concepts well enough.It's really hard not to have no regrets for anything.Seriously.

2 weeks of break surely will pass by like lightning speed again.Projects to complete,time to spend with family and friends,CCA activities.

Suddenly felt that family is drifting apart,there's no meaning to working anymore,no interest in anything at all.How life has become so plain and meaningless.What we're doing now is always for the future,future,future.Sigh.

Everything just come and go,nothing is really permanent is there?We can't stay at one place forever not bothered about the changes that are going to come every now and then.

Sometimes it really gets frustrating thinking about all these,where there is no answers but even more questions.

Sidetrack, do you know I started blogging when I was just a little kid?It's the time when I was in primary 4 or 5,one day visiting my grandma,cousins all came and one of my really close cousin created this for me.Showed me how to use all the tools,changing the skin of the blog etc.It was really fun and looking through all the silly posts with errors in sentence structure,grammar, vocabulary and all the short forms I love to write.Though now I guess I'm still making the same mistakes too.

Then, times changed, we grow older,we got our own problems, we're just not that close anymore.Feeling for a fresh new start, I deleted all the posts I made till year 2009.This doesn't really solve how I was feeling though,something is just not right no matter how I try to change.There goes all the memories,but the blog still live.Haha.

Many attempts to try deleting the blog but something just holds me back from doing so.I felt so insecure.This blog also had grown with me through my teenage lives, it just seem so difficult to let go,you know?Maybe it would be for the better but maybe for the worse too?I don't know.

I know how much I love to say 'life sucks' during the years back,it seem so childish and silly to repeat that over and over again like a broken record but how many times had I felt this way before?Countless,and trust me it's something that everyone would feel when you reached the lowest part of your life.

Life goes on.

Funny how when you're dead people start listening...