Same Same

Went to help out at a 1-room flat yesterday with some people. The event was called RejuvenAID organised by CSC Club. Had a fun time painting literally the whole house. Luckily place was not really cluttered and bugs seen were close to none. Really an interesting and meaningful experience!^^ Hope the elder couple like their new environment!

Tons of catching up to do for all subjects and deadline for few projects are coming soon. Better start doing a good job on my part.MST only 2 weeks away, and the whole week are scheduled tests. Sure hope I could do well for all of them:/

Oh and Jipaban had a Black Friday Sale last friday.Lol, the sentence seems weird.Anyway, so seeing some bloggers blogged about it, made me itching to buy some stuffs and went ahead to create account to buy.Hahas,impulsive yes?

So I managed to snagged good deals and here's what I've ordered:


Cherry Poppin' Mini for $11, can't remember how much cents.

Hello Kitty Tee for $11+ too,it's so cute can't resist not buying,hee(:

Intially wanted the 4vintage rings deal for $3.68 but out of stock):
Hope the mail come soon!Can't wait to try it on!

That's pretty much it and its not really a lot of stuffs.Trying not to spend too much cos another shopping spree coming soon, am saving the money for the best loots.Heh.

School was just the same,gonna crash other lectures so friday would be a better and shorter day to look forward too.

Still Surviving

Another week ended!Phew.Had crashed other lectures and finally get to go home earlier today.Heh. But so many research to be done for projects and need to revise for upcoming quizzes tests. Problem is I'm procrastinating too much to get it done now and happily wasting my time away watching movies dated back a few years ago, reading blogs and whatnots.

Anyway just to share one of the movies, if anyone is interested, I've watched A Walk to Remember.A really romantic and serious storyplot with the ending that is saddening. Mandy Moore and Shayne West played their characters really well though, they made a good couple(:

Been listening to christmas songs sitting in bus on my way to school, loveeee Justin Bieber's Mistletoe and Christmas Love!!So catchy and feeling all tingling inside cos Christmas coming!~~

Oh yeah, Breaking Dawn Part 1!!Already booked tickets on 29Nov to see it,omg soooo looking forward and excited!^^

December coming real soon and there's like so much to be done. Sure hope I'll be up for it.

A maybe-shopping day tomorrow with mummy(:

You're The Apple of My Eye

School is getting more of my attention now but friends are not neglected!Heh. We went to Mad Jack to eat, food is quite alright but because of my bloating problem feeling kinda queasy:(

Anyway this was what we do while waiting for the food to come~~~



See the glitters?Hehe.






This girl love chilli a lot,hahas.
After lunch went for movie called You are the apple of my eye. Really nice story plot with unexpected ending. But kinda prepared for it, sigh. Rate it 4/5 stars(:
Went shopping awhile and eat dessert aftermath, yummy snow ice!^^



School tmr, so dislike morning lessons!!! Side note, can't wait for Breaking Dawn in 24Nov!!!(:

Since school has started, really not much to update cos it's time to focus on homework, assignments, group projects all over again. Having conflicting feelings right now.

Since choices are coming up soon, had been thinking again what have I done that was special, meaningful, weirdly awesome things for the past 17+years. What had I done so far in life? I realized nothing. I'm still figuring out what I'm good at, what do I have a passion for and the verdict-Nothing. I'm just a typical average person. I can give a whole list of things I suck at but not even a single thing I'm good at. I'm literally wasting my life away. All I've done seems to be following other people's footsteps, never thinking what on earth I'm doing with my life, what I really want for myself.

Best of all, I really don't know myself at all. Who am I?

Everyday doing the same things for the sake of doing it. Funny how life turns out for me. What would it be like for me after graduating poly?What do I want to do next? Nothing seems to call out to me. Maybe the thing I'm good at is doing nothing.There's like no substance in me, watching people pass by everyday in the streets, the seems to be something flowing in them, some substance that makes them them.Could be a purpose?Personality?Anything in the world.

Me? What am I?Lost touch with so many things. Feeling isolated,feeling happy,feeling mixed emotions. It's like I can't function being a human, what I'm suppose to do when I meet people all around me. Everything can be wonderful if you perceive it to be that way or vice versa. Just have to adjust to that mentality which is pretty hard to achieve right now.

Or perhaps never will.

They say there are 5 stages of Grief:
1. Denial
2. Anger
3. Bargaining
4. Depression
5. Acceptance

I'm torn between denial and acceptance. On top of it, everything else that happened today and continue tomorrow till a solution could be found. Sigh.

Rest in peace, my 2nd Uncle.