Freaking tired cos of th reds.
effing frustrated.
mind just died on me.
can't believe i done a stupid thing becos of a stupid reason.
luckily no one saw,which is like a relief?
felt stupid,useless.
like so clingy/childish or smth,just sucks.
really don't understand what th hell i'm thinking.
argh.smth is seriously wrong with me.
humiliated myself big time.
effing shit!.